I know it's not good. It's bad. No? It's the worst thing that happen to me..rite now.
I don't know why, can't think much rite now.
Too many burden, i guess.
And the worst part is..
I always get mad.. I easily get tempered..
I yelled, screamed and scolded.. my own daughter. S**t.
I hate but have to admit it. ~sigh~
Later on, when she sleep soundlessly, I look closely at her face, one thing I realize..
She didn't do any mistake!
She just not feeling well and needed my attention while I'm too tired thinking of stupid things.
I burst out my tears..All night out. For being so stupid. For being such a terrible mother.
She's my LIL ANGEL for god sake!!!
Dear.. please dont be so hard on yourself.. we are just normal human being.. i've been in this position a lots of time too :( probably for different reason but the anger did overshadowed my innocent son :( we just have to keep reminding each other on how special they are.. and how lucky we are..
ReplyDeletelove u n awfeeya.. and if you need to talk, i am here..
huggsss!!
thanks so much dear..
Deleteit makes me feel a LOT better to know that there are still someone who truly understand how it feels.
love u n Z too.. thanks for ur concern dear..
*big hugs*
Nk hug jugak..
ReplyDeletettbe jer..;)hehe
hi mama muaz.. =D
Delete*group hugs*