I know it's not good. It's bad. No? It's the worst thing that happen to me..rite now.
I don't know why, can't think much rite now.
Too many burden, i guess.
And the worst part is..
I always get mad.. I easily get tempered..
I yelled, screamed and scolded.. my own daughter. S**t.
I hate but have to admit it. ~sigh~
Later on, when she sleep soundlessly, I look closely at her face, one thing I realize..
She didn't do any mistake!
She just not feeling well and needed my attention while I'm too tired thinking of stupid things.
I burst out my tears..All night out. For being so stupid. For being such a terrible mother.
She's my LIL ANGEL for god sake!!!